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folks when i was a child i was i was rightly told i had a lot of promise i was told i was very bright i was told that i was going to be uh lucky and that my luck was going to be earned and that i was going to be special i was going to be different i stood apart from the pack many of you were not told that and that's because that is not the case for many of you many of you are not special you're not different you don't matter many of you and i i don't mean you don't matter in any in in a grand historic sense of course
you don't i mean even in the day-to-day horrible life you have of your meaningless interactions your stupid job i mean most of you out there what are you really doing nothing you're sucking a bear you're using resources that other people like myself like cardi b like donald trump could be using to further our agendas because we are special yes i am sorry i am sorry people like myself cardi b who i believe her real name is belcalise and donald trump are special people what do we share me carter being donald trump what do we share
we're all magnetic we're all funny effortlessly we all have a certain sex appeal all maybe drugged people and taken things from them things they didn't need okay they don't need it here's another thing that unites me cardi b and donald trump we're all new yorkers [ __ ] yeah okay we're better than you [ __ ] yeah that's right all the old systems are gonna crumble and crack the government's going to be irrelevant religions are going to disappear gender is over we're all going to merge into higher beings we're going to the
next plane you will be left behind we will evolve and you will be standing there like a fool you will not go to 5d consciousness this is all according to a woman that used to smoke a lot of meth but makes a lot of sense we got non-dairy ice cream yesterday follow along but you need to get in line and get ready not dairy ice cream can be very good but it's always coconut-based it has to be a flavor that works well with coconut already it can't fight with the coconut my point is that there is a mass awakening happening people are waking the [ __ ] up
we realize that pharmaceutical companies have enslaved us vaccinations i mean i don't want to get in trouble here but do you really need to vaccinate your kids let's be honest be yourself don't let anybody tell you that you're less than no let everyone tell you you're less than you're less that you are less than there are people that are more than and by definition you're lass shut up go back into a cave learn and then come out again are you laying in bed at night scared frustrated nobody loves you career's going nowhere
family doesn't care you're living in the wrong place society rapidly crumbling nobody seems to notice you're just sitting there the date you went on didn't go well you couldn't stop yourself from eating that cookie you're fat that stretch mark didn't go away somebody's gonna notice it you'll pay you'll pay for all that college pizza eating won't you all your friends are getting married you see them they're all going on boating nice trips and anguilla they're just prancing around with their nice bodies in that beautiful ocean
they're having fun your buddy just got a nice job at the firm that his father's worked out for years he'll probably inherit the house too he'll be swimming in [ __ ] money and what will you do what do you get seven grand when they sell the trailer you're struggling you're suffering you're a state school boy but you're trying to hang out with the flashy kids you've been trying your whole life you're cut below you're not good enough and you know it you feel it they smell it on you but you're hungry and agreeable you show
up to all the right events to write music festivals sometimes you get a little too drunk and let them know how hard your life is they think that's gross but you try to keep that in you try to keep that in you're a good [ __ ] you [ __ ] with passion but it's hard to get people into your bed because you're a miserable person you don't understand you don't understand why it's so hard you got a decent dick it's a nice penis you know but you just can't get women they don't see a future with you they see a guy that's just
mired in his own circumstances lost in his own conception of who he is unable to measure up even in his own mind can't go out and attack the world with with the the you know just [ __ ] go to go to bed go to bed you deal with it tomorrow go to bed it's enough already life is whatever it's gonna be you're trying to do what you can do you took the summer internship you're fine you did sports you're a nice enough guy you've been decent enough to your friends some of your hometown friends you feel guilty you haven't spoken to them in a while
but you know they're on they're taking oxycontin and breaking into people's houses how can you really help them what are you gonna do you want to hang out with your friend brett you know the one with the nice house in miami his dad's cuban or something they own a real estate firm you like the whole family seems sexy you just want to [ __ ] the whole family you're not gay but you look at brett and he's got like a 10 pack or something he's got muscles coming out of his stomach you didn't even know it could happen you
know and you just you look at the different lives people have you're just stuck in the middle you're not putting a gun in some old lady's mouth to take her pain medication but you're not brat so what are you are you nothing sometimes you you relish the freedom of your friends who live in old broke down cars up in buffalo smoking glass [ __ ] each other giving birth in a orbeez you say is that the worst life you got to take [ __ ] from your boss he loads you up with projects and he skates off to the hamptons and he's only
got this job because he's had the right [ __ ] silver spoon shoved up his ass his whole entire life and you want to tell him that you'd love to hit him you'd love to bludgeon him to death in fact that's the only thing that makes you come thinking of watching the life leave his face but you can't when you finally have sex with the state school chick that you've you've convinced to come into your bed you know you're good you're decent she comes you know most of the time but you know you got a little anxiety and
then you're pushing posture around your plate not too many carbs you're in your mid-30s now you can't do it the way you used to and you're sitting there maybe you're both a little too drunk it's a monday and you're sitting there and you're thinking maybe i should just marry this girl i mean is it going to get better you're living in an apartment in manhattan it's 3 200 a month it's not really a great building there's a little gym and it's fine it's all fine your life is just fine and you're full of anger and you don't know
why and you're full of dread you've done great considering all the things that you were up against the mom that drank a little too much wine and the blue-collar father never really understood you you know you still like those people but you don't relate to them anymore they're simple go to their fourth of july party and you watch your father make jokes about farting and you wish he had just gotten it together a little bit more you'd provided a little more security for your family your sister's off somewhere taking
peyote and painting like a psychopath you talk to her every now and then she used to be your best friend you guys would play hide-and-go-seek now she's you know dating some guy and you know all they talk about is communism and eat vegan brownies you don't know what to do you're a lonely boy calm your mind and just keep going because you know what at the end of the day you did it you made it out you just never thought you never thought making it out would wouldn't really matter because you're still there you're still
there as hard as you fought and as much as you climbed you still have never been able to fully shake the idea that you're not one of the chosen ones because you're not but that's okay there's dignity in the pursuit you just have to find it