A cassette tape somewhere worn and worse for ware holds the keys to a kingdom. A spellbinding mix of analog vinyl paused perfectly that impressed the most impressive guestlist at an unexpected man sandwich bi picesean weekend longfeast of vice that was as good as Dallas got to give any given day. It made some list for sure of Big Ds All Time Most Fun Events Ever…like the top 100. The Ending Teens in the 90s on Cedar Springs left me lucky(in many ways)to proclaim that I was dancing in the middle of highly likely at least a fifth of that list. Legendary likes of the Smokestacks, Club 1, AIDS Era Gay PRide, Fishdance, Stark Club-original and regrandopening, Bar of Soap, Bronco Bowl, EdgeFest, Turtle Creek Park, The Quadrangle, Village Fucking Station, The final Halloweens of the Century, The Galleria, FLagship Neimans, King and Queen of the Scene, Deep Ellum Undercover, Working the Door at the Arts Bar(complex), Lizzy, Lizzy, Lizzy, The Avalon Apts, My White Cabriolet Convertible and Sharpei Pup on the Edge of Seventeen, LIving right in the middle of the Million Dollar mansions thens(possibly still) residents per capita second richest eclipsed only by Beverly Hills for Americas Highest Priced City-Highland Park. I stole wine, Accidently Non alcholic, and lucnchables from the 7-11 of the rich and famous with Jerry Jones behind me in line and asking him if hes an on air local news guy or something because he looks so familiar. Must be it. He smiled. Snookies. The 100%gay staffed TGIFridays n Lemon. Good Eats. Papadeux. Ahab Boahn and the Esprit Store. The magesty of the skyline and the Crescent like a castle overlooking urban highend art and real estate gold. Before Rails and Ubers cell phones and even the internet was a worldly wide web of ectasy raves unbleivable music and acutal true maybe even evil a little yet undeniable magic happening. Enough to scare the life out of Energies too angelic for Texas. And the Hair. So much Hair. The hair styles of the Sothfork set brokered the beauty business for the beautiful abundunt betweem the Triinity and the Tollway. The legend of the Ball Arena. And the underworld of the 2nd CitiCenter, The Central Secret Tunnels, and Dead body beneath us at Alexander Courts. Everyone in Kings Quarters at some point. The way the Drugs worked and working for them. Expedition Park before it was expensive. The Demon Beef with that killer acid. The immediate access to tons of money by everybody around me ever all the time. The Zodiac Room…OH The Best and worst mistake Ive ever made I think, Different kinds of intereptations to fame it seems, The original Rave Scene and the Import of NY Club Kids, and the import of the best drugs of any generation winning battles at the height of the war, Selling drugs to authentic All Stars of all kinds, Rock&Rollers, Models, Athletes,RichGirls,Little Boys, and all the inbetweens, Dead girls sofas, and strangers not knowing and knowing nothing and everything that learned from all that, whats forgotton, not scared of Skinny Dipping, skinny sipping with really really fat girls was fun too,my soul sister lil twin and her team af art amgnate angels I still will love when or until we meet again, trips to Austin in speed limiless time time and time again, must mention Lukewrm, maybe even that devildog, not to mention the inheritance we surrendered, The first of a few times where grief cost me a fortune fortunately. Never enough to buy off back to what made me the richest. Driving not driving. Staying. Moving. Moving Away and moving back and moving then staying. unexpainalbe lengths of stayings. . All the sex in unlived in, ever, even under construction still, huge mansions. The ways of being able to sneak in and out everywhere back then and there..its amazing. Family.The strangeness of Baby Does and that damn donkey, Wild nights on Wycliff, The Hot Black Girl Cool Best Friend I Will Never Forget Every Moment–all the moments–treasured together. The disposable camera with random strangers appearing on film who all eventually became like family as the album predicted, my first dead boyfriend, blowing all the striaght boys, knowing all the right-everything really. Still singing some of the same super awesome special songs sooo good.