The Luminous Void: Sufism's Black Light Teaching - YouTube
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Close your eyes tighter. What do you see? For most, it's nothing. An endless field of black that feels like the absence of everything. But for the mystic, that darkness is not empty. It is pregnant. It breathes. It glows. Behind your eyelids lies a light that does not shine.
It absorbs a radiance that blinds not by its brightness but by its depth. It is the paradox at the heart of existence. The black light. The Sufis called it no al- Asad. The black light of the divine essence. A darkness so luminous that it dissolves all who gaze upon it. They said beyond the light of being lies the light of non-being.
A light not of creation but of the source before creation. The prophet Muhammad said, "God has 70 veils of light and darkness. If he lifted them, the splenders of his face would burn everything. And among those veils, the final one, the darkest one, is the most radiant. This is the threshold of all mysticism.
To travel so far into illumination that light itself becomes unbearable. To realize that the ultimate light can only appear as night. A black so brilliant it erases the distinction between seeing and being seen. The mystics called it bewilderment before the divine essence. In that bewilderment, perception collapses. There is no you, no god, no vision, only awareness suspended in its own abyss.
This is not metaphor. It is experience recorded by the Sufi saints, the cabalists, the Buddhists, the Christian hermits who vanished into what they called the dazzling darkness. Imagine a star collapsing into a black hole. Its light so intense it folds back into itself. That is what happens to consciousness when it approaches the infinite.
At the edge of God, awareness implodes. The radiant becomes the void and the void reveals itself as the radiant. To the ordinary eye, darkness is negation. To the mystic, it is fulfillment. The end of separation. When you close your eyes and all images vanish, something remains. Not thought, not self, something vaster, the background of all light, the silent witness that was never born and will never die.
They say enlightenment is light, but that is only the beginning. Beyond enlightenment lies extinction, the sacred black fire that consumes even illumination. It is the death of the knower, the disappearance of the seeker. And in that disappearance, what remains is pure seeing without object, without boundary.
The Sufis called this state fan, the annihilation of the self. But annihilation is not destruction. It is unveiling. When all that you are is stripped away. What shines through is what has always been. The luminous void, the black radiance, the light of the essence itself. So close your eyes again. Behind that darkness, something is watching.
Not God above you, not a light beyond reach, but the very awareness through which you look. And that awareness, it is the black light. It is the divine seeing itself through you. Before science ever measured light, the mystics mapped it not with telescopes or prisms, but through the chambers of their own being. In the 12th century, a man named Najam Alin Kubra devoted his life to studying the lights that appeared within meditation.
He called them fotisms, visions of colored illumination that marked the stages of inner transformation. Each color was not just a vision. It was a state of consciousness. The journey began with green, the light of the heart. The moment the seeker's devotion awakens, the chest glows, emerald, symbol of life and compassion.
Then blue, the light of expansion, when the soul opens beyond the self and touches infinity. After that came red, the fire of divine love consuming, intoxicating, fierce enough to burn every falsehood. Then yellow, the light of nosis, when understanding dawn and the mind becomes transparent. Then white, the synthesis of all the stage of total illumination.
But even white was not the end. For Kubra discovered something no one expected. A light that was no color at all. A black that gleamed brighter than the Sunday. He called it Nure al-Assad, the black light, the light of the divine essence itself. Kubra and his disciples called themselves the makers of saints.
Their work was a systematic ascent, a spiritual physics of light. Every hue was a death and resurrection, a crossing of thresholds. Each time a seeker entered a new color, something within them perished. The blue light killed the ego's boundaries. The red light killed the fear of love. The yellow burned away illusion. The white shattered even the illusion of separateness.
But to enter the black light was to die completely, not metaphorically but ontologically. It was the fauna, the disappearance of the eye, the final veil falling. And what lay beyond was not oblivion, it was fullness, a consciousness so dense, so infinite, it appeared black. In the teachings of the Kubraia, color was not decoration. It was cosmology.
Existence itself was light condensed into hue. Each vibration a stage of the divine unfolding into matter to move through colors was to retrace creation backward to return from multiplicity to unity. And black paradoxically was both the beginning and the end. For in blackness all colors sleep. In blackness all potential waits to be born. Modern physics echoes this mystery.
When light reaches infinite intensity, it bends space around it, collapsing into a singularity, a black hole. There at the edge of visibility, the brightest energy becomes invisible. The mystic and the physicist described the same horizon in different languages. Kubra's message was simple.
The black light is not the absence of light. It is light freed from limitation. It is what remains when all opposites bright and dark. Being and non-being finally merge. So when you see darkness, do not turn away. You are standing at the event horizon of the soul. Beyond it, the self ends and the divine begins.
How can darkness shine? How can blackness be the color of illumination? To most, these are contradictions, but to the mystic, they are revelations of symmetry. Modern physics without knowing it stumbled upon the same paradox. At the heart of every galaxy is a black hole. A region so dense, so gravitationally complete that even light cannot escape.
Yet what surrounds it is not darkness, but fire. A disc of matter blazing at unimaginable temperatures, releasing the most violent radiance in the cosmos. The darkest point in the universe births the brightest light and the mystic says so does God. The black light nor alasad is the spiritual equivalent of the event horizon.
It is the gravitational pull of the absolute drawing awareness back into its source. Every thought, every form, every identity collapses into that singularity of being. What remains is not emptiness. It is totality. It is light freed from the necessity of shining. Henry Corbin in the man of light in Iranian Sufism asked, "If white light contains all colors, what contains white itself?" The mystics answered, "The black light, the ground from which even illumination emerges? When all wavelengths merge, we see white.
But when even those frequencies dissolve, perception itself collapses. The result is not nothing. It is the undifferentiated field of everything. Science calls it the quantum vacuum, a seeming void seething with infinite potential. The Sufis called it the hidden essence, the womb of all realities. Both describe the same secret.
When you go far enough into existence, existence vanishes into potential. At absolute intensity, opposites unite. Think of it this way. Absolute cold and absolute heat feel identical. Both annihilate the senses. So too, absolute light and absolute darkness converge. The black light is the intersection point where opposites cancel and reveal the one. To perceive it, consciousness must exceed its own limit.
The self must surrender its structure. Just as light surrenders to gravity at the event horizon. The mystic becomes a photon pulled home. He does not see God, he falls into God. He does not understand creation, he reverses it. The Sufi said, "At the edge of perception, blindness and sight are the same act." This blindness is not ignorance, it is saturation.
It is what Iben Farabi meant when he said, "When you stare at the sun, you go blind, not from absence of light, but from its excess." The black light is that excess. It is illumination too pure to appear as visible. In the cosmic sense, creation is God dispersing his light so that he may be seen.
Mysticism is the reverse current light returning to its invisible source. Every soul that meditates becomes a photon remembering its origin. So the physicist looks outward into space and sees collapse. The mystic looks inward into consciousness and finds the same event horizon. Both discover that the universe ends not in darkness but in a brilliance that outshines the mind itself.
When you stare directly at the sun, you go blind. Not because of darkness but because of too much light. This blindness, the Sufi said, is the first glimpse of the divine core. It is not the absence of vision. It is vision overwhelmed by its own source. Ibn Darabi described this moment as the black light. A state where perception dissolves under the sheer radiance of the infinite.
To approach God is to lose the capacity to look, to see the divine is to be seen through by it. And so the mystic's blindness is not failure. It is completion. It is the point where awareness recognizes itself as the object of its own gaze. Najam Alin Kubra's successor, Simnani, carried this revelation further.
He taught that the human being is not one body but seven subtle centers. Each a hidden organ of perception, each emitting its own light. The journey through them is not symbolic. It is experiential. Each light is a stage of death. Each death a resurrection. The first center is black or dark gray.
the subtle body of Adam, symbol of material creation. Then comes blue, the soul of Noah, carrying the seeker through the floods of emotion. Red, the heart of Abraham, where the fire of love begins to consume reason. White, the secret of Moses, radiant and blinding.
yellow, the spirit of David, the golden wisdom of balance, luminous black, the hidden essence of Jesus, where form dissolves into light. And finally, brilliant green turning black, the center of Muhammad, the ultimate absorption of all colors back into unity. To reach the final stage, is to die before dying. to let the light become so bright that the world turns dark again.
The seeker's mind collapses under divine pressure like glass under flame. What remains is pure awareness, uncolored, unbounded, unnamed. The mystics warned, "Those who approach the black light unprepared can shatter. Its brilliance burns the architecture of identity. Its silence deafens every thought. To endure it, one must have already surrendered everything that claims to be I.
Because here, even the witness disappears. This is the paradox that terrifies and redeems. The closer you get to illumination, the darker it becomes. The closer you get to God, the less of you remains to perceive him. It is the ultimate inversion, the blindness of infinite sight. And yet, this darkness is not loss.
It is return when all images vanish. Consciousness becomes mirrorless reflecting nothing and everything at once. That is why the mystics say you cannot see God but you can become what sees. The eye through which you look is the same eye through which the divine looks back. In that mutual gaze seeing ends and being begins.
This is the blindness that reveals, the annihilation that illuminates, the darkness that is in truth the first dawn of the infinite. Why does the ultimate reality appear as black? Why would the source of all light hide itself in shadow? The mystics answered with a single word, potential. Black is not the color of death. It is the color of becoming.
It is the womb of the cosmos, the hidden workshop where existence is forged. Everything that will ever shine must first pass through the dark. The seed buried underground. The fetus wrapped in the mother's night. The star collapsing before it explodes. Creation always begins in concealment.
The Sufis called this mystery Tajali, divine self-disclosure. Before God reveals himself as light, he veils himself in darkness. This blackness is not negation. It is gestation. It is the infinite field before the brushstroke, the silence before the word. It is the desert of pure possibility where form has not yet been chosen.
Anamarie Shiml wrote that black is the color of the absolute, the undefined, the unbounded, the infinite reservoir before manifestation. Within it, every reality sleeps as a dream waiting to awaken. The mystic who enters this darkness touches the raw matrix of being.
The place where spirit has not yet remembered it is light. Consider the womb. It is completely dark. Yet within that darkness, the miracle of life unfolds. Consider sleep. The moment consciousness returns to its source. The mind falls into blackness. And from that blackness arises the renewal of another day. Consider the soil.
In its darkness, the seed cracks open and what looked like decay becomes resurrection. The mystics saw these metaphors not as poetry but as revelations of cosmic law. The same force that germinates the seed awakens the soul. When awareness descends into inner darkness, it is not falling. It is justating. It is being remade into something that can bear the divine.
In Christian mysticism, Meister Echart called this space the desert of God. He said to find him, become a desert yourself. To be a desert is to be empty, trackless, without image, to let all boundaries dissolve until only potential remains. In that nothingness, the infinite begins to take form. The anonymous author of the cloud of unknowing described the same state.
This darkness is not an absence, but a presence too overwhelming to be seen. The mystic does not light a candle. Here he becomes the stillness that allows the flame to appear. Thus the black light is the creative void the moment before the universe exhales. It is the unspoken word trembling on the lips of God.
And every human soul is a fragment of that tremor. A spark struggling to remember the night it came from. To encounter this darkness is to meet creation before creation. To rest in it is to stand at the center of the womb that births worlds. Every tradition that walks the edge of reality eventually encounters the same paradox.
The light at the end of the path is not white, not gold, not blazing. It is black. A darkness that radiates, a void that sees. In the language of Tibetan Buddhism, this is the oz. The clear light of the void. It appears in the final moments before enlightenment, when all forms dissolve and consciousness stands naked before itself. The Tibetans say when the body dies, the mind encounters this luminous darkness. The untrained flee from it.
The awakened recognize it as their own face. The cabalists of the Zohar spoke of it as Botsina Decardanut, the lamp of darkness that glows in the heart of Einop, the infinite without limit. For them, this was not metaphor, but experience, a fire that burns invisible, a brilliance that blinds creation into being. The Christian mystics called it the dazzling darkness.
When Moses entered the cloud on Mount Si, he did not see God. He entered the unseeable. Light so pure it becomes black. Presence so total it erases the perceiver. And in Sufism the same truth emerges. Beyond all the colored lights of the soul lies the black light of essence, the secret of secrets, the radiance of non-existence.
Here opposites cease to be opposites. Darkness is no longer the enemy of light but its final revelation. Just as silence is not the opposite of sound, it is its source. Modern physicists probing the vacuum speak of 0 point energy, the infinite vibration within apparent emptiness. The mystic knows this directly.
For in meditation, when every thought and image has been erased, something still hums in the void. It is awareness itself, the unruck sound, the light that does not shine. When consciousness encounters its own ground, there is no more distinction between knower and known. This is the clear light of the void. Consciousness recognizing itself as infinite space.
A space that is not black because it lacks light, but because it contains every light unexpressed. It is said that even after enlightenment, most beings turn away from this moment. The shock of infinity is too great. To remain in the luminous void is to have no identity left to return to.
And yet for those who can bear it, it becomes the foundation of unshakable peace. For they realize the truth hidden in every darkness. That awareness does not see light. It is light. And when the lamp of perception turns inward, when the mind ceases to chase reflections, what remains is the source itself, the clear luminous blackness from which all worlds arise and return.
How does one enter the black light? How does the finite approach the infinite without being torn apart? For this, the Sufis of the Kubraa order built a map not of belief but of experience. They called it the science of illumination. Their path was not for the curious. It was for those prepared to die before death. Najim alin Kubra taught three central practices each designed to bring the seeker to the threshold of the luminous void.
The first was Morakaba concentration on the point between the eyebrows. Sit still. Close your eyes. At first you will see nothing, then shadows, then colors, then spirals of living light. They told the disciple, "Do not chase them. Let the lights unfold of their own accord." Each hue is a stage of your soul remembering itself.
As they intensify, the white light will appear, and beyond it, when you no longer seek anything, the black, the formless light, the divine essence unmasked. The second was dika al-nafas remembrance through breath. Inhale with the name of god. Exhale with surrender. Each breath polishes the mirror of the heart until the reflection disappears.
The seeker feels light enter with every inhale and dark radiance leave with every exhale. Soon the two become indistinguishable. White and black collapse into one pulse. The rhythm of divine awareness breathing through human lungs. The third was sad al aas the closure of the senses. Block the eyes still the tongue seal the ears.
Quiet the body. In this deliberate self-blinding inner sight awakens. When the world is silenced a second world hidden vibrant impossible bursts open inside. From this inner night the black light arises. It does not appear to the eyes but to awareness itself. But Kubra warned the black light is not a vision.
It is annihilation. If you cling to the idea of you, it will crush you. If you resist, it will scatter your mind across infinity. Only one who has already died to self can endure the brilliance of the void. For when the false self dissolves, the real emerges, not as something seen, but as the seeing itself.
The Kubraa described this moment as standing before a mirror that no longer reflects. There is no image because there is no one left to project it. The eye sees itself seeing. And in that instant, the boundary between man and God evaporates. Thus, the black light is not reached. It is revealed.
It was there all along, hidden behind the noise of the senses, waiting for the silence deep enough to remember its own name. When the seeker reaches the threshold of the black light, something irreversible begins. It is not revelation, it is erasia. The final illusion to dissolve is the illusion of being separate. The mystics called this moment fan annihilation in God.
Not death of the body, but death of distinction. The wave realizing it was never apart from the ocean. The flame recognizing that its heat and the suns are one. Those who crossed this boundary spoke of it in trembling voices. One said, "I ceased to exist, yet I was more alive than ever.
" Another wrote, "A black radiance obliterated all traces of myself, yet I remained as pure witnessing." They described, "Not oblivion, but intensity, a state in which awareness devours its own limits until only presence remains. To reach this stage, every identity must die. Every thought, every belief, every cherished image of God must be burned.
For what meets you in the void cannot be imagined. It is not light. It is not darkness. It is the essence that creates both. When the self disappears, there is no longer someone seeing the divine. There is only the divine seeing itself through the window of consciousness. This is why the Sufi said, "The eye through which I see God is the same eye through which God sees me.
" In this reciprocity, subject and object collapse. The seer, the seen, and the seeing become one continuum of awareness. Psychologically, it feels like falling through the bottom of your own mind. Spiritually, it is the death of the last veil. You cannot describe it because description requires distance and distance no longer exists.
To ordinary consciousness, this sounds terrifying. But to the mystic, it is the sweetest surrender. Because only when there is no you left to defend can the infinite pour itself through without resistance. Only when the container is shattered can the ocean flood in and call it home. This is not an escape from life. It is life unfiltered.
Every sound, every breath, every heartbeat now echoes the pulse of the real. The mystic returns, but not as he was. He moves through the world as silence in motion. Aware that every act is God playing at being human. Infana, nothing personal survives. Yet what remains is not less. It is everything.
It is the unbroken field of consciousness. realizing itself as all forms. The annihilation of separation is not an end but a revelation that there was never separation to begin with. When the black light consumes the self, it does not destroy it unveils. And the one who surrenders completely finds that the darkness he feared was his own reflection glowing back from eternity.
At the center of all mysticism lies a single riddle, a whisper older than creation itself. I was a hidden treasure and I loved to be known. So I created the creation that I might be known. This hadith could see a saying attributed to the divine is the key to the black light. It explains why existence exists. Why the infinite fractured into forms.
Why the one pretends to be many. Before creation there was only the treasure, the unmanifest essence, a limitless awareness containing every possibility within itself. It was not yet light, for there was nothing to illuminate. It was the darkness before dawn, the absolute stillness before the first vibration.
The mystics called this Arma, the cloud of unknowing, a realm where even the angels cannot enter, but the treasure desired to be seen. And so it emanated light, not to create separation, but to make reflection possible. Each being, each atom, each breath of air became a mirror.
And through these mirrors, the treasure learned to behold its own infinity. This is the divine game. The absolute dividing itself into fragments so that it might experience the ecstasy of reunion. To the human mind, this looks like exile. To the divine, it is exploration.
The descent into matter, into shadow, into blackness, was not a fall from grace. It was the beginning of vision. When the seeker encounters the black light, he meets this treasure in its unbroken state, the light of precation, the raw field before division. He realizes that all forms, all souls, all universes are simply the treasure hiding from itself.
To know this directly is to awaken from the dream of individuality. You see that your existence is not a separate spark but the treasure remembering itself through you. Every desire, every pain, every act of seeking was the treasure trying to rediscover its own face. In the language of Sufism, the black light is this hidden treasure unveiled.
The point before manifestation where creation and creator are still one breath. The mystic who reaches this realization does not vanish into nothingness. He becomes the mirror polished to perfect clarity. The treasure shines through him without distortion. And when he returns to the world, he sees it differently.
Not as a prison, but as a playground of God. Each color, each sound, each motion is a gesture of the hidden treasure speaking to itself through form. There is no outside, no other, no end. What you call you is not a fragment of light lost in darkness. You are the darkness itself, luminous, infinite, divine.
You are the hidden treasure that longed to be found. And every breath you take is God remembering his own name through you. The journey does not end in the void. For those who vanish into the black light, there comes a moment of return, a re-entry into color, into form, into life. But now everything is seen from the other side.
The Sufis called this bakad bad alana subsistence after annihilation. It is the state of existing through God, not beside him. The mystic has died into the absolute and then risen again as the instrument of its awareness. He no longer acts. He is acted through. He no longer sees. He is the seeing itself. When he returns, the world appears unchanged.
The same sky, the same bodies, the same sorrow and joy. But perception has been inverted. Now every sound is divine speech. Every face is a mask of the eternal. The light that once blinded now shines softly through all things. Simani called this the second illumination. After the blackness, the spectrum reappears, but it no longer deceives. The mystic sees that every color, every form is the black light playing at being visible.
The void wears a thousand costumes, each pretending to be separate, yet all born of the same radiance. This is not enlightenment as escape. It is enlightenment as embodiment to walk through the marketplace and still remember the void. To see the divine choreography in the chaos of traffic, in the cry of a child, in the quiet hum of an insect's wing.
All of it is the absolute disguised as the ordinary. The Sufi said, "The knower of God walks among men, but his heart dwells in eternity. He moves through life without being moved by it. Pleasure and pain lose their tyranny. He has looked behind the curtain and found no actor there, only light. Psychologically, this is integration, the rebirth after ego death.
The fragments of the self return. But now they orbit a different center. Not ambition, not fear, but awareness itself. The mystic becomes a bridge between the visible and the unseen, between the world of form and the world of essence. The return from the void is the true miracle. Anyone can dissolve. Few can remain dissolved while living.
Few can carry the silence of the infinite into the noise of the human world. But those who do become what Sufi called the perfect man, the mirror through which God contemplates his own creation. When you see them, you may not recognize them. They laugh, they work, they sleep like anyone else, but their gaze is different, as if they're watching a dream while knowing they are the dreamer.
They have touched the center and returned to the circumference carrying its light. And through them, the black light continues to shine quietly, endlessly through all of us. Modern science unknowingly has begun to trace the edges of the black light. In laboratories instead of monasteries, the same mystery flickers in graphs and scans. Neuroscientists studying advanced meditators found something astonishing.
In total darkness with zero photons entering the eye, the visual cortex becomes more active, not less. The brain begins to see even when there is nothing to see. They call it endogenous illumination. The spontaneous light generated by consciousness itself. What these instruments record is not hallucination.
It is awareness revealing that it never depended on the Sunday. The mystics knew this long before the fMRI. They said in the deepest darkness, the heart becomes its own lamp. The Sufi's cave and the scientists scanner described the same phenomenon. The luminous void radiating from within. When all external stimuli vanish, the mind turns upon itself.
Deprived of the world, perception begins to perceive its own source. This is why sensory deprivation can induce visions of radiance and why hermits and aesthetics sought long silence and long nights not to escape the world but to reveal the light that the world hides. Neuroscience calls it the gamma surge, a burst of high frequency coherence found in the brains of monks at the height of meditation.
But the mystic would say this is the moment when the inner eye opens and sees the unccreated light. What science measures as neural synchrony, the seeker experiences as the collapse of separation. Every neuron fires in unison. Every cell vibrates like a miniature Sunday. The black light in this language is not mystical fiction. It is the ground luminosity of consciousness itself.
Even in dreamless sleep, awareness does not die. It rests as silent potential. That potential, the Sufis claimed, is God remembering himself through us. Consider this paradox. In sensory deprivation, the mind produces light. In cosmic extremity, matter collapses into black holes that emit radiation. At both ends of the spectrum, darkness shines.
Creation and perception obey the same metaphysical law. When form disappears, energy reveals its true nature, luminosity. The scientists can map the brain's fire. But they cannot touch the flame that burns without consuming. For that they would have to close their eyes and fall inward, past neurons, past thought into the radiant nothing that sustains both. Perhaps one day physics will name it.
The field before energy, the zero point of awareness itself. Until then, the mystic's language remains the most precise. The light that does not shine, a brilliance that appears as absence because it is total. When you sit in stillness long enough, you may begin to sense it too. A faint shimmer behind the mind, a pressure of silence, a darkness that hums.
That is not imagination. That is what you are before the eyes open. It is not the brain generating light. It is light generating the brain. There comes a moment when the search collapses. When every teaching, every image of God, every idea of truth crumbles under the weight of its own distance and what remains is not discovery but recognition. The mystics call this the second awakening.
The point where the seeker realizes that the one who sought and the one who was sought were never two. You were not traveling toward the light. You were the light forgetting itself through experience. All the colors of existence, all the dreams of birth and death were the black light playing hide and seek within infinity. You were never lost.
You were only exploring what it meant to be found when said, "You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean in a drop." He was describing this moment, the collapse of all boundaries between creator and creation. The light looks into the mirror of existence and finally recognizes its own face. The luminous darkness you feared was not an end, but a beginning disguised as extinction.
It was the point where perception folds back into being, where the witness and the witnessed dissolve into the same pulse. Here there is no up or down, no inner or outer. Everything shines from within. The mystic returns from this realization not with new beliefs but with new sight. He sees that heaven was never elsewhere. It was folded inside every instant. Woven into the breath, sleeping inside the blackness behind the eyes.
The ordinary world streets noise, bodies, pain becomes translucent as if backlit by an invisible Sunday. He moves through it lightly knowing that every shadow is cast by God himself. This is the secret of the black light. It does not destroy the world. It reveals its transparency. It teaches that even darkness serves illumination.
That absence is another form of presence. That the end of the road was never death but reunion. Science will keep searching outward. Faith will keep searching upward, but the mystic turns inward and finds the same event horizon in his own chest. What physics calls a singularity, the heart calls home. Close your eyes again. That darkness waiting behind the lids.
That is not emptiness. It is the unbroken field where galaxies are conceived. The silent witness that has watched every lifetime you've ever lived. You do not have to reach it. You are it. In the deepest dark, the black light whispers the final revelation. There was never separation. The hand that searched was the hand of God. The eyes that looked were his eyes.
And the light you chased across eternity and was shining from within you all along. So let the world return to color. Let the dream continue. But never forget, behind every shade, every motion, every breath, the black light waits, watching itself through
